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내꺼 (Mine)

Lagi ceki-ceki folder KakaoTalk messenger dan menemukan pesan ini dikirim oleh si kesayangan beberapa tahun silam waktu dia on the way pulang ke Korea duluan setelah weekend getaways (untuk visit gue yang kala itu biztrip di Thailand). Fyi, si kesayangan sering kirim pesan panjang saat kami pisah di bandara, entah karena dia pulang duluan, atau saat gue harus go abroad sendirian. And today, gue mau tulis salah satu pesan panjangnya sebagai kenangan sambil dengar lagu Love Letter by Paul Kim, incase nanti aplikasi atau pesannya hilang 🙈 Wk.

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Hon, it's me. I'm writing this on airplane now back to Korea and I recall our short trip together. At first, I can't expect anything because I just focus with my own work, so I didn't realize about this short trip (maksudnya dia terlalu fokus kerja sampai nggak kepikiran kalau soon dia akan visit gue ke Thailand meski hanya tiga harian ---- namapun weekend getaways, genks) 🤣 And when I finally meet you, I feel like that was a dream, but at the same time, that was a really pleasure time for me.

You know, when I'm back to Korea alone, I felt empty, and maybe I will become a robot again, work and work which make me think, what am I doing without you? To be honest, I always wanna caring you, but it's not easy to care work and you at the same time, I guess it's my problem that I need to solve. But don't worry, I will try my best to put more efforts, wishing you will be happy with me.

By the way, our trip was interesting, and gave me so much to learn. You remember when we want to go to one place but we used wrong way, so we keep rotating until we realize, the place was not that far. Hahahaha. At that time, I thought, sometimes our goals is not far, but we just dunno what kind of way that we can choose to reach our goals. It same like our relationship, isn't it? Well, I bet, I will just go to you even it's hard, and I wish, you will come to me too whenever things are hard ~

Thank you Honey, I had a good time, fun and healing with you. When I saw star, I felt like I wanna be your star. When I saw sunrise, I felt like world is mine. When I am 'in the sky', I wanna flying with you. Everything is all about you. I hope I can keep adding more good memories for you, and please just forget the bad one, or tell me so I can remove it asap, especially Seongsan hahahaha -- (ini dia refer ke memori waktu gue marah dipaksa naik tangga -- masih sering dia bahas, trauma kayaknya 🤣), and although I dunno about tomorrow, but I will try to make you happy, Hon.

Once again, thank you for caring me well, love.
From your man, bestfriend, biggest fan and soulmate 🧡